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A Wax Rat in Warm Psalms

by Boston Slevin

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1.
Bad Ideas 03:46
unless it's a house I don't need it teenage high I saw it's so bad -- what I do why? bad things all the time I can't think of reasons why I speak like this sometimes bad intentions I see bad ideas in my head I see bad ideas in my head
2.
Body 08:18
I see you don't look on my grave this grave I doubt we've made this house a home it's more of a structure where we fight or where lovers do while the parents are away flush down the drain all the hair and the teeth I didn't tell my body to make these things ah I didn't tell my body to make these things oh good thing you got that shot good thing I got that shot that ran through the heart good thing it's sorted wanna hoard it wanna take it wanna hold you wanna kiss you and hug you let's get em out of here I saw light through your ears I saw stretch marks on my fingers I saw blood on my hands I saw pock marks I saw lingering ghosts in my head and they changed and blood still and teeth hair and blood down the drain but I didn't tell my body to make these things and soap won't fix it maybe if I scrub extra hard I should start washing my hair fuck that I don't think I'll ever start I didn't tell my body to make these things
3.
pulling my hair -- don't walk in the room when I'm taking my baths I know you think it's funny but sometimes I just gotta sit awhile and bathe in my filth and I'll think about nothing at all if that's worth any thing at all I just need some time to learn my sides I thought were bright you never hurt me or anything anything at all I thought I made a mistake It turns out I made a mistake and that's all I thought that I fucked up turns out that I fucked up and that's all Just a peach pit the most special peach pit of them all I like velvet dirty, milky velvet taped to your wall you know that sometimes I need my special times you don't need to leave me alone don't mean anything don't mean you'll leave me alone in fact don't leave me alone I'm so bad for myself don't let me be by myself at all because I could get hurt I know you love me don't mean you shouldn't tell me faces I saw in the wall I hurt like gumby green stretchy dumbo I made a huge advance now I take these things small green and powerful now I don't choose to feel I just don't feel much at all now I think I'm happy I don't even really know too high to remember at all I know I'm pretty I can be shitty I just some times I just need my times I haven't drained the bath water in six months you're my bacon taped to the wall you're my bacon taped to the wall you're mother's gun to my head you're a poisoned cat belly with lead you're all the prettiest things I can be unfair I fucking hate my hair but I'm the one who cuts it after all I fucking hate my shit I know that's something I'll grow in I can make it after all I gotta bathe myself I gotta feed myself I gotta bathe myself I gotta feed myself and that's not why you're here after all I see after all I've bled I know that's over know I've got it handled I make decisions now like that I'm gonna move soon maybe I should do school who introduced us? who introduced you?
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Crocodiles 02:59
I lit a candle on the side of the bathtub in the night a hundred black green candles close to night I'm not a crocodile you're not a crocodile we're not a crocodile holding green crocodiles sometimes I get so scaly I can't even tell the difference but it's okay it's alright

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recorded over a UB40 cassette tape in my bathroom in the afternoon
half was recorded in the bath eating ramen

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released September 28, 2013

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